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Nobody said it was going to be easy..

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As I sit here to write this long overdue entry, I don’t even know where to begin. So much has happened over the past month!! I guess I will start where we left off – Bentley did go receive his third vaccine on 5.8.2014 and everything went well. Chest scans did show some more growth in the initial lung tumor and two more additional lung mets popped – but she said that it was NOTHING compared to what you normally see once there are mets in the lungs. So, we are hopeful that maybe that means that the vaccine is working?!?

After we got home from Bentleys third vaccine, we packed up the car and headed to the beach! Brandon and I were getting married on May 17, and we were having a destination wedding. So our wedding party and most of our family – went down the week before for vacation and to celebrate. Bentley LOVES the beach so he was very excited! The week down on the island was not nearly as relaxing as I had hoped it would be – I spent a good part of each day doing errands for the wedding and getting last minute stuff taken care of.

The wedding was beautiful, we had perfect weather – and although we ended up being over an hour behind schedule, everyone had a great time and our ceremony could not have been more perfect! And of course, Bentley was the ring bearer so it was amazing to be able to have him be a part of our special day! After the wedding week, Brandon and I went to Jamaica for a MUCH NEEDED week of down time. After planning a destination wedding for a year, everything going on with Bentley and trips back and forth to PA every three weeks, and then the week of the wedding which was just chaos..Jamaica was a god send! We did a whole lot of nothing, laid on the beach all day and stuffed ourselves with delicious food and drinks at night. While we were gone the kids got to have a week full of Auntie Vera who stayed at our house with them. It was an odd feeling once it was all over..I spent a year and a half pouring myself into this event and then in a blink of an eye it was all over. And sadly, I couldn’t even tell you what the ballroom looked like, whether or not the cigar bar on the veranda was any good, or how the centerpieces looked. It was definitely much different than I imagined our wedding day being, but I guess it makes sense – I was being pulled in 5908308 different directions all at the same time, felt like I didn’t seen any one person for more than 30 seconds, and honestly only saw my husband for our first and last dance. I have to tell ya, if we had to do it all over again – I think we’d elope and save the $30,000!!!!! I guess at the end of the day, everything is paid for we don’t owe anyone a dime and we are married. Our ceremony was absolutely perfect, and that’s what really matters. 🙂

So after reality sets back in and we’re back home, we have to turn around and go up to Pa on that Thursday (got home Monday the 26th)! Still not unpacked from vacation before the wedding, the wedding, or Jamaica, we get back in the car and head up to UPenn just like every other time. Assuming everything would go as it has every other time, we head back to pick Bentley up after vaccination to get on the road back home..and I receive a phone call from Dr. Mason. During Bentleys routine discharge testing that they do – they found that his EKG was showing abnormality. Not just a little abnormality..his heart rate was 220 (a dog his size should be between 50-90), and his heart was in complete VPC rhythm (which means that his sinus node was not working at all and his heart was firing from all other places in the heart and not where it was supposed to be). This is/was a side effect of the vaccine and we knew that going into it. However, the ‘side effect’ that they typically see is that during vaccination – the heart rate will increase a little and they will have an occassional VPC rhythm and then it’ll just go right back to normal. NEVER have then seen this reaction, in any scenerio at that hospital. Dr. Mason was very concerned, as anytime the heart is not in sinus rhythm – especially when it is that abnormal and with a heart rate off the charts..there is a great risk for heart failure. The heart was just not meant to function like that, especially for any period of time. They immediately moved him into the ICU where he remained for 4 days..the scariest and most emotional 4 days of my life. I actually think it was about 1000 times worse than the cancer diagnosis..which we all know is a death sentence. But this? no way, not now and not like this..we just go married, we have so much more to do together, and did I do this to him? If he dies right now I will NEVER forgive myself for putting him through this. It’s crazy what our mind goes through when we are suddenly stabbed in the chest (what it felt like). I think the worst was when she called us later Friday night – they had him hooked up to an IV and they had him on a CRI of beta blockers and membrane stabilizers to try to calm down his heart. They used lidocaine first, which caused him to have seizures. After doping him up to stop the seizures, they tried a different drug..which had no effect. The phone call we received after that when she had to ask me “How far we wanted them to go to bring him back if he did go into cardiac arrest?” – that was the turning moment for me. The moment that stopped me in my tracks and had me doubled over on the floor..shit just got real. She insisted that we come in to see him for a visit before bed ‘in case anything happened’. It was hands down the worst 24 hours of my life. Sunday morning however, brought good seemed as though they had found the right combination of drugs to start to calm everything down..his heart rate was moving in the right direction. By Monday afternoon, they had increased some of his meds, and his heart rate was down to 80-110!!! He was starting to have some sinus rhythms coming through, which told her that his sinus node did still function properly and that there had hopefully not been any permanent damage (she was afraid after such a long period of time of abnormal function that his heart may not ever recover). I just have to add in here, that Dr. Mason, Dr. Hezzell (cardiologist there), and the ICU team are AMAZING. I have literally NEVER had so many people that GENUINELY cared so much about Bentley. I’m pretty certain that after an 80 hour work week, Dr Mason and Dr Hezzell didn’t leave Bentleys side the entire time..unbelievable. They were all so amazing, I could not ever imagine a better group of people to take care of my boy. I am seriously going to miss all of them!

We ended up coming home on Tuesday, still on a ridiculous drug regimen that has me up 24/7..but I’ll take that any day over the alternative. We did see a cardiologist on Friday to have an EKG done and it seems as though he is almost in complete sinus rhythm! We’re hopeful that we can start to decrease his meds, and that in a couple weeks he will be off of everything and have a completely normal functioning heart again!

So, what went wrong? And did anything in fact go wrong? Bentley had previously received this same vaccine, at the same dosage, three times. There are other dogs in this study who have received 5-7 vaccines and shown no side effects from more than 3 vaccines. Here’s the difference – Bentley has metastatic disease, the other dogs did not. There have only been 3 other dogs in this study, and unfortunately 2 of them passed away before receiving the 3rd vaccine (because the disease progressed so fast). And the third, just actually had a single nodule removed from their lung surgically because their cancer was seemingly “stable” after receiving the vaccine (meaning the disease wasn’t progressing any and the tumor wasn’t growing). So here’s the catch 22: the vaccine was created and designed to mount an immune response so that Bentley’s immune system will be ‘trained’ to attack and kill cancerous cells in his body. If Bentley has a GOOD immune response (meaning the vaccine is working really well and his immune system is on overdrive seeking out cancer), it will cause alot of inflammation (he usually gets a fever during vaccine, nausea, and kind of poopy feeling – much like you or I would if we have a virus). This is GREAT, and exactly what we hope will happen so that his body can hopefully fight this cancer. However, when the immune system gets all jacked up and inflamed and ready to kick releases something called cytokines, which can cause heart issues. We’re hopeful that this heart issue is going to settle down and that he is not going to have any long term effects, first and foremost. But, we’re also hoping that maybe the vaccine did have some effect on his lung tumors – and who knows, maybe a miracle?

We have obviously chosen not to re-vaccinate him, and Dr. Mason agrees. This is the response that we wanted, but not at the expense of his heart or his life. So, now we start over again. We are taking the next week or so to see how things settle down with his heart, and then we will re-evaluate and decide where to go from here. We still have options for chemotherapy, palladia, etc. but we’re not sure what we want to do if anything. There is some research to suggest that the vaccine and chemotherapy could have a synergistic effect, but everything of course is a gamble. If his heart is in any way compromised from this, we will not move forward with any other type of treatment – and will just take the time we have left with him and enjoy him. We do not want to put him through anything like what we went through last week, it’s just not worth it. If his heart goes back to completely normal with no effects, then we may consider chemotherapy or palladia but need to speak with oncologist first and weigh the options. We have to face reality..he’s probably not going to live alot longer, and I definitely want to enjoy whatever time we have! Not that I would not do anything, and spend all of our savings for him – but I want to make sure that it’s worth it for him!

So, that’s where we are currently! Whew, just typing all of this makes me tired. But my Bentley bear? He’s fast asleep on my feet dreaming peacefully right now..and I couldn’t ask for more. <3

Silly boy enjoying his week on the beach with his football!

Silly boy enjoying his week on the beach with his football!

My handsome ring bearer waiting for me at the alter. <3

My handsome ring bearer waiting for me at the alter. <3

Family photo from the wedding. :)

Family photo from the wedding. 🙂

Family fun.

Family fun.


Bentley's last day in UPenn ICU..happy boy because we told him we were going home!

Bentley’s last day in UPenn ICU..happy boy because we told him we were going home!

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6 Responses to “Nobody said it was going to be easy..”

  1.   trituck Says:

    Wow….what a whirlwind of emotions!

    Congratulations on your marriage!

    And now…about Bentley….good luck choosing your “next step”. He certainly looks very healthy (and do your other two pups)….

    Many hugs

    Linda and Tucker

  2.   maximutt Says:

    First of all: congratulations on your marriage, absolutely beautiful photos!!!
    Second of all: HOLY SHIT!!! I didn’t realize it until I got to the end, but my whole body was totally tensed up while I read that! I am SO happy Bentley is ok!! I can only imagine how totally stressed you guys must have been!!
    Please let Bentley know he is a VERY brave boy (and an excellent ring bearer!), and he has a lot of people in the Tripawds Nation thinking about him and sending positive thoughts his way!!

  3.   jerry Says:

    Yes, first…congratulations! May 17 is our anniversary…17 years this year, so on behalf of Jim and I, may you have a million anniversaries ahead of you! What a year indeed, I can’t even imagine. Your description of the wedding day totally sounded like ours. Yeah we had a good time…I think! Just so much going on that really it’s all a blur when it’s over and done isn’t it? How cool it’s paid for, you guys rock!

    Now, about what happened with Bentley. Wow, I was really hoping with everything I’ve got as I read your post that things would turn out OK. I was sweatin’ there, I can’t believe the crazy situation and how AMAZING you and his vet team are, and what incredible care they took to save your boy’s life. I’m SO GLAD HE MADE IT!!!

    Wow. You are just amazing pawrents, to give so much of yourselves both emotionally and financially, all in the name of saving Bentley and helping future dogs affected by this nasty disease. We are forever indebted to you for being so brave.

    Please give that incredible, strong boy a big hug from us OK? Keep us posted. We’re sending lots of love your way.

  4.   Michelle Says:

    Wow o Wow. Congrats on your wedding. I am so sorry that Bentley has gone through this. He is a very strong Rottie (As you can tell I am a Rottie lover too). I am so glad he has pulled through.

    I do not envy you making these decisions but praying no permanent damage done to his heart and he has many many more years to go.

    Give Bentley a hug and Angel Sassy is watching over him

    Michelle & Angel Sassy Sugar Bear

  5.   fetchon3 Says:

    Whoa. I’m out of breathe reading this! WHOA!

    My wedding was the same and I think it’s very common: the wedding and the planning isn’t, in the end, about the bride and groom. We remember and notice SO little of that day! I, too, put food and drink into my mouth, but didn’t taste anything. I didn’t even eat my cake except for the portion fed to me by DH. Centerpieces and favors? Yeah, I know they were there – but what were they?! I hear ya. I think, too, we’d spend far far far less and hold it on some Hawaiian island for whoever could join. Save the money, as it goes too quickly! Thank goodness for photographers, huh?

    I can imagine how emotional it must have been to share the aisle with your DH and Bentley as ringer bearer. I cried during my ceremony, but if Cancer-Warrior Jackson had also been there….no mascara would have held up. I’m overjoyed for you that Bentley was there to celebrate the day!

    What a scary, scary day for him! I can understand your thoughts. Those are some really tough ones. I’m going to put my money down that his massive and long immune response freakin’ annihilated any remaining cancer cells in his tough body. I’m thinking he’s out of the woods! He got some extreme care and love and is totally relishing in it now. Thank goodness he’s OK now. Thank goodness! A HUGE sigh of relief from the entire Tripawds Nation for him. SIGHHHHHHH!

    ~ Katy & Jackson

  6.   benny55 Says:

    I don’t know if you still get “notices” if there is a respo se to yiur blog, but I just now saw this. There was a link to this on an update about the osteo vaccine.

    Anyway, just know I think of you and the amazing Bentley often.

    These pictures show the love you have with each other. Bentley k ew how loved he was and he felt happiness and joy with you every single day.

    Se ding love and hugs and surrounding you with Bentley’s infinite love

    Sally and Alumni Happy Hannah and Merry Myrtle too!


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